Wednesday, February 14, 2007

fearing life, loving fear


i live life in constant fear. even when i stop fearing life itself, i feel intimidated the absence of that fear. fear keeps me on my toes, it keeps my metabolism high. it prevent's me from stopping, it keeps me from sprinting. i fear losing what i have, i fear getting too much and becoming a different (greedy/ambitious) person.
this is probably why i end up having (or inheriting my father's) "serious" look. the family trademark lense-breaking stern gaze. watch out world - i've got my eye on you!

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